Who I feel like?

Who do I feel like sometimes? I don't really know always to say the truth it all depends on the amount of sleep I have gotten. But anyway now that I am living on my own down here in Marion trying to be an adult in kids body, or something like that, I don't always know what exactly to say that I am, other than a Christian. I am engaged which is awesome and only have 114 days left. I am now living on my own without a job wondering when I will get one so I don't have to sit on my butt all day after going around all morning looking for a job. I trust the Lord with everything that I am doing realizing that He has led me through much worse than this and helped me to see the purpose in some crazy events in my life. This time that I have to sit back and relax and take my time to do almost everything is a very interesting feeling to me. Not having a job is just that relaxing, eyeopening and boring all at the same time, mainly because me being who I am hates to sit around on my butt not doing anything, unless I'm watching a movie. So this time has made me realize even more who God is making me to be and already has in some areas of my life, making me also realize that He has the perfect job for me and the perfect timing to give it to me so there is no reason at all for me to get worked up, which is what I absolutley LOVE about God.